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Our Broken up family,
so disjointed,
and unfamiliar to me.
I feel lost in my own home.
Where did we all go?
What happened to the happy days?
All I see now, is a broken family.

I look at the picture,
hanging on the wall.
Happy faces smile back,
taunting me with the past.
They seem to say to me,
look what you ruined,
when you came back.

Our broken family,
wears a mask for the world.
No one sees the pain beneath.
yet I can see in their eyes,
the knowledge hidden there,
they heard the fights.
They are only being polite.
They know it's all wrong,
behind the bleak walls of home.

Our broken up family,
lives for the kill.
We sit and ponder,
conjuring up new ways.
To harm each other.
Making our own lives miserable.

Life shall never be the same again,
yet as I cry myself to sleep.
I hope for a better life.
Dream of a new begining.
I find that retribution,
in slicing myself to peices.
In the thrill, of feeling alive again.
The sight of blood a reminder,
life goes on.

An angel in my Hell.
It takes my life.
Consumes it wholly,
not a trace left to find.
No more pain, no more anger.
At last free.

Our broken family,
would never miss,
one member.
They would soon forget,
all about my pathetic being.
They'll go about,
their blissfully ignorant life.
And walk right on by.
Their life will go on.
My poor broken family.

.beautiful friendship.

Friends, thank you for being such a superb wonderful friend to me.. i love ALL of you. Yes! i really mean it.

.sumpah.

kadang2 kate2 aku selalu dianggap kasa dan kurg aja...tp ..
mcmane nk nasehat kan seorg yg sudah tua?? sebab mereka selalu rase mereka dah tua dan mereka betol walhal jelas depan mate kesalahan yang mereka buat?? macamane nk nasehatkn org yg memberikn kite peluang untuk hidup??macamane? aku bukan membenci tp aku kecewe. dalam sume perkare dunia yg terjadi, ni adalah yg paling mengecewekan aku. sumpah!

.Keep your dreams alive.

aku byk smgt arini..banykkkkkkkkkkkkk
jom melompat....toing..toing...~~~
skrg aku kene keje dgn gigih sampai kaye raye....
ade simbol duet kt mate aku...

p/s: aku syg die...tq encek, for your patience, for your love.

.hope.

wondering what will happen in my future,then i create this blog.. there are a lot of f**king stupidiot things happen in my past. need to forget it and starting over with joyful and happiness.